Thursday 25 March 2010

酸爽参半……

今天的散文展览,大家都尽心尽力去完成……
感恩大家……
感恩讲师……
感恩我的组员……
感恩杨老师……
感恩永豪……
感恩我的手在酸痛,因为代表着它还有知觉……
感恩我的脚趾一直在抽筋,因为这代表身体仍然会感到不适……
所以,
我现在的心情是酸爽参半的……

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愕然发现,
原来我还无法让身边的人发出自然的笑……
我好羡慕他们哦,可以看到你的美丽笑容……
一直以来我都自以为是……
认为自己是天下无双……
结果,
我错了……
原来我还是普通人一个……
是时候检讨自己了……

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报告报告时间表:
早上6点起床、冲凉、吃早餐……
早上7点下去准备展览……
早上8点开幕当司仪……
早上9点开始一直到傍晚6点半,泡茶、讲茶、找讲师、打包午餐、泡茶、讲茶、收拾、布置课室,一刻都没有停下来,感觉自己一直在走、站、蹲、跑,很累,也疯了……
傍玩6点半到晚上8点,回房、冲凉、洗衣、晾衣、收衣、面子书、别扭……
晚上8点半到11点,整理课业……
晚上11点到现在,反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思、反思……
反思自己、反思课业、反思活动……
现在到未来,会是个未知数……
没关系,反正今天我失眠了……

明天的行程:
早上8点到4点半,上课……
傍晚7点到某某时候,补课……
某某时候到某某某时候,功课……

后天的……我不知道……

我想让自己暂时化成一缕烟,飞上天……
那时候,我可以到处去流浪……
到时候,我可以时时刻刻陪在你的身边……
那时候,我可以在你心烦时听你诉说……
我可以在你苦闷时吸收苦水……
我可以陪你一起高兴、玩乐……
我到处都是,随手可得,你一把手就可以把我捉牢……
我能够陪你一起度过喜怒哀乐……

我不喜欢让我身边的人为我担忧……
因此,我流泪不会让你看见……
因为我是一缕烟……
每当下雨了……
可能我在流泪……
可是别担心,
在泪水的背后有一座牢固的堤……
它会防止水灾……
别担心,别担心……
“人的眼泪,是一份执著……”
那么烟的眼泪,也许是一份肯定……
肯定了能够时时陪伴它的人……
这是一股喜悦的泪……

Monday 22 March 2010

Class...

Hmm, when we finished assembly this morning...
Our Miss Monitor informed us that today's class until 3pm (for morning session) is cancelled...
Wow, what's the feeling for a person with panda eyes and didn't sleep enough for yesterday? :p
Immediately went back to hostel and changed back to shirts...
Throw my Baju Kurung into the pail for washing afterwards...
*Knock knock*...
Door is knocked...
I will always have a bad prediction when  my room's door is knocked...
"12 pm please gather in class, lecturer is coming..."
Let me throw a light here...
I m always  proud of my prediction...
What to do?
Take back my Baju Kurung from a wet pail...
Luckily didn't wet much... (Yuncks... I also feel geli to wear it again... But no choice)...
Haha...
Life is a pop quiz...
What to do is just always be prepared...
^_^
Nice day every one...
All the best to who starts their practicum's life and first time in School Based Experience as well...
Good luck for me in not being caught by lecturer while I nap in the class later... :P
Though I won't...
But who knows?
"Life is always a pop quiz..."


P/S: Deepest sympathy to our lecturer, though your body is gone, your spirit will always remained...

I m crazy...

Wow...
D time shown is 4.57am...
N I still not yet fall asleep...
@.@
Think myself really crazy with d homeworks...
The craziest is I have lecture on 8 am...
Hmm...
Thinking how to fight for lecturer's sign... (Collaboration form)
Am I able to win?  :P
Think not...
Coz I m exhausted...
Anyhow,
Good morning everyone...
N now I m going to rest for an hour...
Wish me luck... :P

Sunday 21 March 2010

放任“心中”一百次流浪……

今天我给自己的生活打了十分,哈哈……
终于看见了刘轩本尊……
感觉真好,虽然距离有些远,可是他最终也有与观众做进距离的交流……
一身简单但不是风格的打扮让人眼前一亮……
爽朗及富有磁性的声音让人百听不厌……
自信和韧性让他鹤立鸡群……
听了此次的义讲,
我觉得自己又年轻起来了……
沉浸在课业的忙碌里,我的心灵也随这它们的沉重而坠入谷底……
假期实在乐不起来……
也让身边爱我的人操心了……
啊,太不应该了……
白白让心灵挥霍了的假期……

嗯,放任“心中”一百次流浪,
作者告诉我们,
善于利用时间做自己喜爱的事情……
让自己的心灵暂时随着本身的意愿漂流到自己的所好……
这就是让心灵“流浪”……
显然,这不是漂浮……
而是大伙儿必须懂得拿捏工作和玩乐的时间……
工作时,就别想“我现在若在哪里哪里,干什么干什么,那该多好”……
休闲时,也暂时把不工作的罪恶感放在一边……
在适当的时候做适当的事情……
有太多的选择并不幸福……
选择后就不要后悔……

这是我今天的收获……

P/S:真希望我能扮演Disc Jockey……真想让自己尝试不一样的体验……真想让心中的“我”去流浪……真想改变自己的形象……真想来个叛逆的自己……嘻嘻,所以我现在要去梦咯!

Saturday 13 March 2010

My first post in year 2010...

C...
Am I busy indeed or lazy?
Haha...
This semester life starts with a busy day...
The time table make us choking...
I hate this kind of feeling...
But what can I do?
Just bear for it...
Tahan Tahan Tahan...
Hmm, just over my School Based Experience at Sin Ming...
A nice school with nice teachers...
Thanks to them who had helped us a lot...
And a highly appreciation dedicated to Mee Theng...
Thanks for your caring and the pairs of helping hands...
And your precious sharing too...
We are always there for you...
^_^
Just continue with what you think is correct...
And the happiest moment is just around the corner when you move nearer and nearer...
When you are tired...
We are still here to hear from you...
Keep in contact always!

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