Thursday, 3 December 2009

终于Updated了……

讨厌的天气……

下雨天虽然令人凉爽,可是我的跑步计划真的泡汤了……
T.T
昨天的早晨还是美丽的……
为何今天就要下雨呢?
哎,虽说我喜欢下雨,
可是可以在我跑步完毕后才倾盆吗?
我会很感恩的……

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那天在永平时似乎很少下雨……
我在心得报告里透露我将把点点滴滴写进部落格里……
必须遵守诺言了……
嘻嘻……
嗯,这七天的佛学生活营让我体会了什么是“自在”……
原来平时认为自己已经过得差不多了、刚刚好了、比上不足比下有余了……
其实那并不是自在……
心灵上还是有受到外来微小生物的侵犯……
到了东甲的云兰轩才真正体会到真正的自在……
在那里……
我要游泳就到河边;我要种菜就去草地拔草去;我要喝茶就到亭子里;我要走走到处都可以走走……
生活很逍遥,很自在……
为什么不说自由呢?
因为自由只是身上的解放,而自在是心灵和生理的解脱……
终于,我明白了空源法师为何要谈“十二因缘”了……(虽然我有时在钓鱼,可是收获并不好,可能没有专心钓鱼吧!)
因为只有了解十二因缘,我才能知道自己该从哪里下手,寻求解脱,脱离轮回,离苦得乐……
我希望自己能尽力而为,为我这一期的生命增添不少璀璨的烟火……
烟火,在夜里才显得更加美丽……
原我能够时时在人生的低谷里显现那亮丽的自己……
让黑暗变得不再黑暗……
我愿……

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每位讲师的课我都听得津津有味……
施冰清老师的和蔼,
李月梅老师的活泼,
李翰章老师的幽默,
余碧运老师的亲切,
邓国丰老师的稳重……
都令我回味无穷……
我无法形容自己当下的喜悦……
那种心情是法喜充满……
甚至高于此境界……
谢谢您……
感恩,感恩,无限的感恩……

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虽然下雨天有许多令人不满的地方……
可是想一想,
雨水可以替我们冲洗路上的污迹……
雨水可以滋润了树木和花朵……
所以各位,
不必为了下雨而苦恼……
因为,
雨后的天空更加明朗……







P/S:不过那雨水也是要适可而止啦……不然农作物会坏掉……

Sunday, 15 November 2009

Torturing Day...

Well...
Fine day, sunday...
But really lazy to have lunch at outside...
So we just bought from cafe...
Ya...
Yesterday we had our hostel open day...
And our block had become the winner of 3K competition... (stand for kebersihan, keceriaan dan keselamatan)
Hehe...
Got a big big big hamper..
^^...
Yesterday the lunch was provided...
And it left a lot...
So after we ate we straight away went to downstairs and get some for our dinner...
I had some delicious meal during dinner these few days...
Sure will get fat...
I don't want!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well...
Think I shall stop here and continue my revision journey...
As a journeyer, I should stop for some rest and keep on walking...
But sometimes...
I really want to stand there without moving any distance...
Should I be so pessimistic all the way?
I should...
Because of the stupid weather...
Capricious weather...
Like a capricious me...
Hehe...
By the way...
Still has 2 more subjects to beat with...
Nyek nyek nyek...
But thinking of the hostel stuffs...
Haiz...
Need to clear our room again...
Another tiring day is waiting for me -> packing day...
It will be a jolly time because it means that the holiday is nearer...
But the packing moment and take all those things down to the store room are torturing...
Some one help me to carry all those stuffs please...
T.T

P/S: Perform well in tomorrow's teaching stuffs exhibition...

Friday, 13 November 2009

Rainy day... Sleeping day...

Rain, rain go away...
Come again another day...
This is my study day...
Find a place that suit u stay...

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Well...
Rainy day...
Though is comfortable...
But it makes me sleepy and reluctant to study...
And the most important...
My clothes!!!
Can't dry for a few days...
Offensive odors...
By the way...
2 paper left...
Children Literature and Physical Education...
Hope that everything will go with the wish...
^^
Holiday is coming...
And looking forward to all those gathering...
Haha...
Think that there is going a big change to all of you...
And ya...
Nothing d...
Suddenly forgot what should express here...


P/S: Miss the hostage so much...

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

Killed a subject...

Finally...

Killed a subject -> Murid dan Alam Belajar...
So called study environment of student...
It should be a big released for me by the way...
But it seems not...
Because I already lost 6 marks...
And it supposed not to be lost...
I did correct at first and suddenly my mind appear another answers...
So changed it quickly and made a big cross over the former answers...
While every people were discussing the answers after the exam...
I heard it and straightly no mood at all...
And I really want to shout out all three characters' words in mandarin... (or four alphabets' words in English)...
Argggggggggg...
Frust man...
But what to do?
It was over...
So just took it as a lesson...
Or my self fulfillment is high?
Perhaps...
Or I m an egoist?
Yes, it is...
Should be like this...
So...
Everybody...
Please do not practice the bad habit -> avoiding study...


P/S: I m down... So please do not talk to me or I will get mad !!!!!!!!!! Please stay away from this orang gila for a moment...

Sunday, 8 November 2009

考试奇遇……

考试不读书……

只顾着看别的书……
我就是这样……
坐不静,身体一直要走动……
读了一两页,就东翻西找……
整理一下自己的衣橱……
平时不见我这么勤劳……
只要到考试就很想做这些无关痛痒的事儿……
在图书馆温习功课,可以忽然间不见掉……
然后就可以在书架中找到正在寻找故事书的我……
真的很矛盾……(请别学我,不然会后悔)
无意间发现《杏林小语》这书……
值得一看……
发现里头有好话,想分享:
《爱》
爱里没有忍耐,爱便肤浅;
爱里没有宽容,爱便狭窄;
爱里没有尊重,爱便专制;
爱里没有信赖,爱便短促;
爱里没有了解,爱便痛苦;
爱里没有交流,爱便死亡。

温习功课时,发现一篇儿童诗歌写的不错,也想分享一番:
《眼泪》 弗赫鲁宾
谁想哭鼻子谁哭去吧,
我不哭,那玩意儿我不喜欢。
我还为爱哭鼻子的小朋友感到可惜咧:
因为漾着泪水的眼睛看不见太阳!

希望大家都开心……
无论开心或伤心……
日子都是一样照旧……
地球依然转动……
暴风雨后必然是晴天……
烈日当空中仍然有风的流动……
祝福你们……
“明天会更好!”

P/S:考试加油!

Friday, 6 November 2009

A life past... Something gained...

Hiya...

I m here again to make this blog alive...
Btw...
Last few days received a sad news about my friend's lost...
And I have no intention to express too much about the incident...
The lost is a reminder...
It reminds me that life is too short to deal with...
It is keep on changing...
We may gained or lost within a glimpse of eyes...
No one could deal with the destiny...
Something is destined to happen...
Blaming?
Sad?
Frustrated?
I did before...
After some considerations...
It is fool enough to point the accused fingers within each other...
Yet, helpless...
Wasting the time and energy in finding other possible solutions...
Sometimes...
Things do not change...
We are the one who supposed to change...
Live vivacious...
Make the road not taken being taken...
And be appreciate...
Because we know nothing about next second...
Hence we are managed to live as wonderful as possible every time...
Make use of life every one...
We are casting on the stage now...
Please make sure that we do our part nicely...
And don't forget to thank the audience who give us applause...

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* A face we love is missing,
A vision we love remains,
It is for us to treasure forever for someone
very dear that we have lost *

P/S: Good day every one... All the best in the exam...

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

First session over...

Wow...

A big release for today...
Just had my exam on 10.15 am I think...
Hmm...
Went smoothly...
But I just did some small mistake at the last station...
My ball got off from my hand as well...
Though it seemed like a formation too...
But I know I did the mistake carelessly...
T.T
Anyhow...
All of us did well in the exam...
Congratulation to my friends...
And all the best to others who are interlaced by nervous...
Just forget about it and treat the court is yours...
Use it well and perform the best part of you...
Nervous no more...
The best of luck !!!
By the way...
When we hand in our course work...
We were informed that we can hand in the collaboration form with items but without signature...
And the lecturer will sign for us...
But in the end...
As just now we saw...
They put a big big question mark on our signature columns...
Arghh...
Straight away I went to them and explained...
But from lecturer's appearance I think it was not really work...
Of course...
I handed in the former collaboration with signatures together...
As a prove that we really collaborated within each other...

P/S: We already did our part... So hope that we will gain what we are deserved... Thank you...

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

Tomorrow's Exam...

As per mentioned above...

Tomorrow will be the physical test...
For the basic movements...
I just had the practice from 2pm until 4.15pm...
20 stations to complete the locomotor and non locomotor movements with music...
Well...
I had already composed and edited the song before the deepavali's holiday and had kept on practicing for times just in case...
But everything came to a naught when I noticed the station setting were done just now...
The distances between one station with another are wider and wider...
That means we need more times to complete the movements...
When the movement takes long time, it means that the song too need to re-compose...
Walau...
I really don't know how to edit again...
Think that afterwards need to go down for the second round practice...
Great time huh...
Sure will be very tired...
The song...
How?
Teach me please...

P/S: I m tired indeed... So please forgive me if I talk louder and rude... Please please...

Thursday, 15 October 2009

Creative Painting...

Nothing to be done in hostel during this few days...
The track and fields events went smoothly until today...
And today will be the competition between the finalist...
Just saw the marks before we going back to hostel after the morning session...
The place of every house...
1 - Merak
2 - Kenyalang
3 - Bayan
4 - Helang
Hope that the contestant of every house will try harder in the final stage afterwards...
And ya...
Congratulation to dear Jesslyn...
You are rock, pretty...
Today is your day...
Haha...
So use the track well if you have participated with another event...
To Rumah Kenyalang...
All the best to all the contestant too...
Use the number well because we have spend some days and nights to finished them... T.T
Have the torn behind them too...
So please appreciate...


So called creative painting

As per above...
Creative painting...
Drawn by yee chen and me...
Haha...
Please give some comment about it...
We spend some "ideas", "time" and "efforts"...
So we urgently need comments to make some better painting next time...
Haha...
Seriously...
No bluff...
Seems I have to stop here...
Cause line here not stable at all...
^^
Nice day to everyone...

P/S : The picture is done by the wax crayons anyway...

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

I hope that nothing happened these days... But it happened...

I didn't keep my blog updated for a long time...

Sorry for the long silence anyway...
Preparing for exam...
Preparing for the track & fields events (actually is sports day)...
Preparing for the mural drawing...
Preparing for the the most comfortable hostel competition...
Preparing for the relax moments that i gained these days...
Preparing to read all the books i bought last year and last last years...
Preparing for a brand new things occurred last few days...
Especially for the interaction and relationships between friends...
Sure, and etc...
A lot of things happened...
During the busiest moments it smarked with silence...
When everything seems smoothly...
It smashed...
The bond between her and her nearly been broken...
The bond between her and her seems to be broken...
The bond between him and her already broken...
Who's fault by the way?
No one should be blamed or accused in all those out coming problems...
Every one has their own method to solve the occurred problems...
No one should be asked for the further explanation...
No one should be suspect as the "murderer" for the broken relationship...
No one should be questioned for the feeling...
Let it be and accept it...
Let it become the passer by...
Perhaps it could helps...
To the hurt one...
Please keep on searching the happiness in daily life with different people...
To the one who be blamed...
Please get rid from the guilt...
Wrong or right is just a glimpse of eyes...
What ever did wouldn't be back...
So just learn from the mistake...
And try to avoid next time...

To every one:
"We are still learning... We need a lot of time to learn... So we are forgiven with the reasons..."

P/S : Miss all of you... Who staying apart from me... I m learning too...

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