“BC班的女生，请来去丽萍的房间，有大件事！”
什么“大件事”？？
“刚才接到ASRAMA的负责人打来的电话，所有SEM 5的学生在下个学期要搬出去住！”
搬出去？天啊……
当下，我的脑子是空白的……
为什么那么突然？
我要怎么办？
应付考试，已经让我力不从心了……
又来一个考验，更让我无法负荷了……
当然，
兜兜转转，最终还是回到了原点……
可是心情是灰暗的，就如接到消息那样，晴天霹雳……

每一天，我都默默的倒数自己离开宿舍的日子……
宿舍大大小小的事务，都纳入我眼帘……
原来，宿舍的床是多么温暖……
原来，宿舍有凉风习习……
原来，宿舍的书桌是多么结实……
原来，宿舍的橱是多么使用……
原来，宿舍的洗衣台是多么宽敞……
原来，宿舍的水是多么冰冷凉快……

想着……
以后，我们无法如以往一样，跑去朋友的房间替她唱生日歌……
以后，我们无法如以往一样，跑去邻居的房前请求他们安静……
以后，我们无法如以往一样，苦闷时跑到球场或跑到上大肆运动……
以后，我们无法如以往一样，在友人的房间召开妇女大会……
以后，我们无法如以往一样，忘了拿书本就直奔宿舍……
以后，我们无法如以往一样，在课堂的空档躺在宿舍休息……
以后，我们无法如以往一样，可以毫无顾虑的开着电脑２４小时……

少了大家的声音，我会更难眠……
少了大家的进出，我会更恐慌……

少了大家的陪伴，我会更寂寞……

有人说，长大后，寂寞也跟着来了……
因为身边的人也渐渐离开了……
这就是所谓心里头的寂寞吗？

我竟然为此而留下了眼泪……

所以我说，人，是有感情的……

即使是对没有生命的东西……

一些平凡的东西，其实非常不平凡…… 

一些不起眼的东西，其实是最珍贵的回忆…… 

看着考试渐渐要结束，我也渐渐恐慌了……
看着四年的窝，虽然时常嫌弃它……
没想到，竟然最疼爱的还是它……
四年的东西，真的很多……
四年的回忆，更多……
四年的东西，收拾起来还很简单……
四年的回忆，收拾起来比登天要难……

P.S.：真的很希望会有一封信或一通电话，告诉我们：“你们不必搬迁，一切都是开玩笑……”
也谢谢京城所拍下的宿舍照片……它真的很美……

EXAM IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every time during this term, I will have a lot of feelings to share out...

But NO POINT!

What do I share didn't help in exam...

Hehe...

 (This Helps, Perhaps...)

Life itself is an exam, and we confront it everyday...

If we can counter it, y should we afraid of exam?

Ya, failure is shameful... 

For the exam-based circumstance...

But will u b failed in everything?

No doubt, u won't...

U r surviving in a so called "world"...

With a lot of unknown...

N the survive already made you a winner... 

Good Luck everyone, just strive for the best and forget about the past...

Wat we need is to look forward and walk across...

If we keep on turning backwards, we might fall down due to the careless... 

P.S.: Chicken rice is given away later... Is it a boost for us to strive harder? ^^ Thx to the sponsor... 

He is strong

But

I m not 

But

Who cares?

P.S.: I m fat... :P 

少了蓝色的风车，

就少了其艳丽夺目。

少了蓝色的人生，

就无法拼出五彩缤纷。　

Let's Confront the Blues!! ^_^

P.S.: I like Blue's... 

Well, sound like something is going to near the end...

Not really serious actually...

Is all about my practicum...

Hmm, the folks? 

For me, ya...

Is all about the stories...

It has plots too...

Let's reflect...

1st week: We chat about our student's behaviour and our behaviour towards students... We are so keen about in every little tiny things about students...

2nd week: Some were going to chock themselves and some were not, some were thinking the methods to control the class and some were not, but I M SURE, everyone was doing the best to get a high evaluation...

3rd week: Some were already half dying (ME!!) and groaned about everything... I can made a conclusion here, luck is very important when dealing with all those things... But LUCK IS NOT ON MY SIDE... The conflicts started soon...

4th week: Who knows? No one past the 4th week yet... You urself are the one who make the conclusion... The good or the bad, it depends... Effort? Luck? Not really equal... I mean, the latter is still the main character in whole story... 

Got it? 

The folk, really means a lot to me...

Is an experience btw...

Would take it as a challenge... 

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE...

Share some with me... :P 

P.S. : I learnt a lot! I m not groaning much, just want to clear the bursting stuffs in my mind... 

  

That is my condition 2day...

Everything was twisting 2gether...

I wonder y I m so moody today...

Oh my, I still having practical n the feeling should not b appeared now...

I supposed to b very energetic and vivacious to care with all things...

My thought, my feeling, my action all twisted...

But not as colourful as the twisted pop...

It is worsen... T.T

P.S.:  Everything will b allrite! I will b a very gud teacher indeed... Keke... XD 

C? 

This was wat I could concluded during my 1st time teaching... 

MESS STUFF man... >.<

Ya, children r easy to handle, if u find the way... 

I still in d maze...

Should always study for handling children...

Children, b prepared to welcome a strict teacher...

Haha... 

*Laugh Devil* 

:P 

All d best! 

P.S. : Never mind, after my practical, I will sleep for 3 days 3 nites for non stop!!! XD

Guess What?? 

Tomorrow onwards is my day! 

COME ON ZHI SHAN...

Don't b a coward with hiding behind the text books...

Don't b a bluffer with talking big in front of youngster...

Don't b a bug in maintained half-conscious in the class...

Yeah, now is time for me to get my teaching permit... XD

Everything will b fine and pretty done... 

Happy Practical and The Best of Luck! 

To Whom it May Concerned... ^_^ 

P.S: Will wake up everyday in 5 am... :P 

Well, when I touched my blog, I found out that there r a lot of dust in it... XD *cold joke*
It means, I do not visit it for centuries!
Haha, btw this is my 1st post in year 2011...
Not taken 'busy' as my reason anymore, but is 'lazy'... XD
Sometimes I don't knw y d blog should b appeared...
For shouting out the feelings?
No, I won't...
Though I did, but there was juz a little portion of my splendid anger, disappointment, happiness and etc...
Still, I m not so used to express my feelings to ppl...
I like to hide, juz like a gemini who like to show the differences in front of ppl...  
Time flies...
Things changed...
But I still remained...
Love to family, haru, xuan, frens and etc is still the same...
And yet, other things too... XD
Haha, not to say that I m so conservative...
But there hv no any space for me to change...
K, being capricious again...
No doubt, this characteristic is remained too... :P
The only thing is getting a big change is -> usage of money...

*************************************

Japan was facing a huge natural disaster...

Earthquake and Tsunami...

Swept away thousands of life in a glance of eyes...

The following disaster, is the leakage of nuclear energy...

What r us when the disaster smacked down? 

We r too tiny to overcome it...

But I still believe, 

Love can heal all wounds...

We as a human being, are linked together...

Let's pray for Japan, to cope with the hardest time...

B tough, b strong! 

We are there for you! 

*************************************

Read a post by my fren...

K, she is being weirdo again...

Feeling sour with the unknown and complicated frenship...  (Should I say 'frenship', pretty? XD ) 

She had overcome some similar feelings...

And yet, the wounds still there...

Hmm, pretty...

Sorry for being silence when u nid me... 

But what I trying to do is stay away and keep u calm... :P 

I know you can get rid of it very soon...

Though both of us like to hide feelings in front of others...

But thanks, you still like to share with me... 

I not really knw how to be a gud consoler...

I m the best hearer btw! XD 

I m there for u always! ^^

P.S.: I will b facing my practical nex week... Feeling nervous... Someone help me out... T.T

玩遍九州后，觉得自己的腿不是自己的了，可是那份回忆是珍贵的……
虽然如此，我仍然坚持每天早上都跑步……
我喜欢享受早晨的微微发出的阳光……
阵阵的凉风迎面而来，很冷，可是却把我从懵懂中呼唤醒了……
每每看见晨跑的uncle auntie，都会向他们打招呼……
早晨给人一个欢笑，给人一声招呼，可以让自己心情愉快（一声宏亮的招呼也可以把半睡半醒的晨跑者唤醒）:P……
回到家，开始做家务了！
洗衣、晒衣、煮饭（真的是煮饭罢了:P）、扫地、抹地、种花、拔草、浇花、看书、看戏、面子书、跟妈妈聊天、跟弟弟哈拉，跟妈妈弟弟吵架、听妈妈倾诉等，占了我大半天的时段……
其实时间并没有糊里糊涂地过了，因为我都在做日常生活的事务……
我好喜欢这样的感觉，呆在家里，做一些很不起眼的事情……
其实，我很羡慕可以到处去玩的朋友们……
国外国内玩透透……
可是，我有太多顾虑……
其中一个，我想要留多些时间陪伴我的妈妈和弟弟……
爸爸不在了，弟弟恋爱了，妈妈很寂寞……
她口口说：“你们去玩啦！呆在家里干什么？”
其实谁会了解她的心情……
那份空虚、寂寞，会把人逼疯……
她在世间的时光不长久了，我不想留下任何遗憾……
当然，另外的，是钱的问题啦！
我有努力去找工作，上网、询问等，
可是只是得到个“吉”……
＊苦笑＊
我真的很想出国旅行，并带弟弟和妈妈出国去旅行……
妈妈这么老了，只是到过北邻国和南邻国去……
弟弟长大了，也应该看看国外长什么样，好让自己有个新目标……
每次，妈妈都会说：“谁谁出国旅行……”
我问：“你是否很想去？羡慕吗？”
妈妈说：“没有啦，我怕旅行很累……”
我心想：这是骗人的……
妈妈喜欢比较，生下我，我也喜欢比较……
我不喜欢输的感觉，可是理想归理想，现实是现实……
我看着天上星星的同时，是否也应该站稳自己在土地上的脚步呢？
这样我才不至于摔得乱七八糟吧？
我能够怎样呢？
我只能够尽量安抚她不平的心灵……
我呆在家里，可以给她安慰……
失意时，大家一同哭泣……
开心时，大家一同分享……
尽量不让她做家务……　
我只能做的只有这些了……
妈，您付出的，实在太多太多了……
我承诺，
以后的日子会好过一些……
祝福您，也祝福我自己……
请给我力量，继续往前冲！